Friday, February 10, 2012

Dragging

Seems terms are up in the air.. seems conversations have been had about how to really kill a wife.  Feels that way anyway.  Almost passed out yesterday.  On the edge of just too much.  But what happens at "too much"?  Nothing.  More anguish.  After many many difficult conversations, finally able to put things back together and can continue to move ahead.  Gut wrenching.  So unbelievable.  Grief stricken is a real thing.  Seems I take 1 step forward and 100 steps back.  wtf.  Had to get out before anxiety attack struck so went for a long walk to Coast Guard beach then back through the Marsh trail - over 11K steps.  Good.  

Finished putting winter quilt blocks together.  Now have to decide on which pattern.  Leaning towards "Barn Raising" but also like "Waves".  Hmmmmmmm.....

Winter Blues 

Winter Blues

36 Blocks, Winter Blues, Barn Raising design
25 Blocks, Winter Blues, Waves design
Pulse - broken

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